i picture you in the sun

revertigo

I was watching How I Met Your Mother, and they used this term “revertigo” to describe when people revert back to their past selves when they’re around people from their past.

Being back from college, I feel like I’m slowly turning back to my high school self, which I have no desire to do. I honestly think I’ve grown a lot in college, and it feels like a waste to throw it all away, to learn nothing.

But half of it feels circumstantial. It’s confusing. I don’t know who I am, really. Which part of me is real?

there are so many things I want to do

BUT I need to decide what I REALLY want to pursue and HOW to pursue things, so that I can actually accomplish something. Time to plan and get off my lazy butt.